underthestars

2011-10-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

(Picture taken this year,June at Universal Studio,Singapore)

Hallo! This is my future husband who doesn't need a map to my heart. hihi
Ohh I've decided to post about my trip in Singapore and Batam. It was awesome!
Stay tune for this too ya.
Ergh. Sorry,I know I have a lot of 'pending' posts,but no worries,I'll post it pretty soon.

(Just a thought to post something tonight.)

Quick update!

2011-10-20T22:45:00.004+08:00

Salam! Hi everyone.

When I was at work this morning,I kept on thinking what should I post for today (just incase I feel like blogging). So I'm still clueless. Okay,I'll just post some pictures yah? Anyways. How is everybody doing? (The awkward moment is when I don't think I still have readers. Oh man. lol) I'm actually pretty sad tonight. It's a boring night indeed,but I have little monster,Nana,to entertain me. I'm suppose to have a date but...idk. Maybe tomorrow or next time. I miss him everyday.

Remember when I said I'll post some random pictures. There you go.

Hujan saja ah 2 hari ani. Buckle up people! May Allah bless us all.

This is my dad and little monster,Nana. She is my love-hate girl. hihi
She came over my house along with her mom and her sister,Iyah.
It's been awhile I didn't meet them. (A week! haha)

I got 4 Hari Raya cards this year (I wish for more :p) and this is
one of my favorite! This is from Fayen.
Favorite dj. :)

WILL POST MORE SOON! :)

Coming back,for good. :p

2011-10-19T20:14:00.007+08:00

Salam. MasyaAllah. It was a long hiatus! hehe So finally I've decided to blog (again,I hope) cause a lot of things are running through my life and I don't really have someone to talk to since I'm working. Y'know, talk...like real talk. :p Thus whenever I go out with my beloved boyfriend I tend to talk a lot,shares a lot of stories or whatever I have in mind then ended feeling ache on my mouth and I realized I talk so much. (Is it a bad thing? hehe) Anyways,thanks to those who sent emails to me and messaging through this dusty blog of mine. You guys are sweet. I believe my grammar would fail here and there cause it's been a long time! No sexy grammar. :( I don't really read books too nowadays,I seriously have no time. Bad. What I'm trying to say here is...It is still me. I hope I can blog as much as I could. I'll try. InsyaAllah.

So here is what I'm going to do on my future posts. I'll randomly posts some pictures during my 2011 Hari Raya or Ramadhan,I'll post hijap event from hijab community in Brunei featuring one of the best selling online shopping (exited on this one :P), random things around and of course the vain me. hahaha I hope you'll stay tune on that.

I think that's all. I don't want to promise when I'll be back cause I think it's better this way. :)

Have a nice day everyone!
JnhHmz.

News? :p

2011-07-04T11:59:00.002+08:00

I'll start blogging again,soon! :)

If you broke up with your boyfriend,your boyfriend dump you,the first reaction?

2011-03-17T00:59:00.001+08:00

If you broke up with your boyfriend,your boyfriend dump you,the first reaction?

Answer here

Vanilla or chocolate??

2011-03-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

Vanilla or chocolate??

Answer here

What can make your day?

2011-03-07T13:14:00.003+08:00

What can make your day?

Answer here

Do you think about Tasya Shahidah? hhaha

2011-03-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

Do you think about Tasya Shahidah? hhaha

Answer here

Thanks

2011-01-29T18:22:00.003+08:00

I felt empty,I felt something is missing.Something that I thought I never had but it seems used to be part of my life.I keep on promising and telling others that it soon be bother but it was just words I just cannot hold.I should've kill it instead,erase all the memories!But when I looked back,it is worth to keep,and I'm doing it now.

HELLO THERE!

For those who are new : Hi ! I am Janah! (Jnh Hmz)

For those who are familiar : Hey ! I am back . Stay with me.

Jnh.

Just incase I still have readers,thank you for still reading.You deserve a sweetheart.

This blog as been a part of my life for 5 years plus now.
I have intention to delete this blog but I guess not now. I don't think I have to delete it,cause I love writing when I feel to. Been very busy with work and training that I neglected this blog.

Please give me some time to settle.

I really wish for to have a real update in here soon.

In the meantime,this blog will remain here until I have real time to update.Now,real update. :)

I just got back from Japan for a month plus for good. :p Nahh,it's the end of the program and I guess. IT is SSEAYP! Long story short,it is truly a JOURNEY OF A LIFETIME! I miss it so bad! Ofcourse there is a lot of things to tell and I'm still soo damn excited about it,but I don't think it's appropriate now. I don't even know where to start.
I literally :
1-Been to 6 ASEANS countries,
2-In the middle of the ocean
3-Passed the equator line
4-My face was hit by a big waves
5-Met and be friends with more than 200+ people in 2 months
6-experienced smoke of coldness coming out from my mouth while I'm talking
and more unbelievable and silly histories that I've done. lol

I guess that it for a warm up. Hehe

Thanks for not giving up on me.

Much,
Jnh.

Ramadhan comes.

2010-08-29T11:31:00.005+08:00

Hi,I'm back. :p

I was about to post something lastnight,but I can't resist my bed. lol How's everyone doin? I feel really good.We didnt have our training for Friday and yesterday.While today,Sunday we have exibition form x-bpy'09. :) I'm really looking forward for this ;)

Ohh yea,how is everyone's Ramadhan? Me,I feel bless! Alhamdulillah this year after every ups and down I've been through,I 'm still here standing and celebrating this holy month. This year Ramadhan and Hari Raya will be effected by my full schedule-training but I'm loving and greatful the good things I've been receiving.My daily life is soooo pack I tell you.Sometimes I don't even have time for myself.I thought I wanna give up but deep here I believe this is something worth fighting for. I wake up every morning,my whole body aches yet I know that everytime I wake up there will be good thing awaits.By the end of the day Im really exausted yet I'll sleep with a smile cause I know I ended my day with the things I love to do.Alhamdulillah, everything's going great with me.

I love my work I love my training I love my new family (BPY) and I love what I have now.Here I thank Allah with all my soul who allows me to breath and enjoy his amazing gifts.

So far...I don't depend on expectations. It is complicated because it hold you,and it limit yourself.This program that I'm joining now makes me realise a lot of things and open my eyes widely to a world that is 'quite' very new to me.I don't know how to define it but I'm pretty sure this game need our physically,mentally and souly ready.People are complicated to read (unless you're a physcic *sp*) and with different of colours here I need a whole lot of patient.

Grandma said.. "orang kalau lama-lama sama-sama barutah nampak belang sorang-sorang,
keluar tia tanduk dorang" Reality check!

Some ask me,what is BPY /SSEAYP etc that I've been mumbling about all these past few months/days. I think I better leave it remain unexplain till the day comes. :)

Gosh,I wrote alot! Sorry. :)
Thanks for reading. Have a nice day everyone.

Love,
jnh.

Ramadhan.

2010-08-29T00:17:00.004+08:00

will be updating about Ramadhan. :)

Stay tune!

real udpate.

2010-08-26T12:04:00.004+08:00

I was running so fast when I suddenly stopped. I never thought I’ve been that far from my starting point.My heart aches while I gasp for air , looking back at all the details I’ve missed along the way. I was on the verge of stepping back. But then I turned, and start running again. And this time, I suppose, I gotta keep the pace, till the end of my journey.

HELLO THERE!

For those who are new : Hi ! I am Jnh Hmz

For those who are familiar : Hey ! I am back . Stay with me.

Jnh.

Just incase I still have readers,thank you for still reading.You deserve a sweetheart.

This blog as been a part of my life for 4 years plus now.
I have intention to delete this blog but I guess not now. I don't think I have to delete it,cause I love writing when I feel to. Been very busy with work and training that I neglected this blog.

Please give me some time to settle.
I really wish for to have a real update in here soon.

In the meantime,this blog will remain here until I have real time to update.Now,real update. :)

First thing first,we were featured in http://www.lovefoodhatewaste.org/ .This picture was taken by Mr.Kurapak when we had our Sungkai at Kayu Kandar,Jangsak. I would recommend too as the menu is nice and worthed for $8 buffet. I think I will go there again,sometimes.

Some of the BPY'10.

So far...My life has been pack,yet I'm loving every minutes of it.This new life of training is not very new to me,and I'm getting use to it. Still,there are times I reach my limit.I'm tired,exausted and I have a massive eyebags. I keep on telling myself that all I need is patience cause I know this journey is something worth to hold on to. :)

Know what,I have to go! I just realised it's 1pm already. We bpy will have our tadarus later at Pehin's house. gtg! Ohh yeah,Alhamdulillah this year,I have Tadarus in 4 district. Will post the picture kalau semua sudah complete,kay? tinggal Pehin's house and finale tadarus lagi di Jame,but 4 districts already.I feel bless. <3>

Datang Abu ni karangggg. hehe <3 :)

sorry late update :)

2010-08-25T12:39:00.003+08:00

Hello! :P

And,I am officially BPY 2010!
Awesomeeee!

2010-07-23T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone! :)

I just woke up after I got my 4 hours power nap, -.-" (4 hours haha) And now I'm wide awake = I don't think I'll be sleeping in few hours time. My house was in blackout by 6pm then after Isya' I decided to just laid around and ended sleeping til 11pm. My days were pack,indeed tomorrow is our very first training not tecniqcally but...the first for the choosen training. How's that sound haha .I don't think I don't have time for myself. I don't feel like blogging. Hmmp. See yeah. :)

Ohh yea,I won Ka Maya's handmade book!! I loveeeee it. <3

2010-07-23T07:34:00.000+08:00

Have a nice day. I'll be blogging later after work! :)

a little thought.

2010-07-17T15:53:00.016+08:00

Everyday, I keep promising myself that I would go out and have some photoshoot and straight away have my blog updated (with new and fresh stuffs) . Every single freaking day. However, that ‘day’ never seem to come lately.And my blog was left abandoned for quite some time. So TODAY I thought, “ok let’s just pull this off and why not just upload whatever I have in my folders”. So here goes, HAyl,Nancy and Bast.

Just of it. Ohh yea,picture of the day,I'll pick...

:)

Shout out instead hehe

2010-07-17T10:16:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum
Been a while haa? I could see dust on my blog :)

How's everyone doin'? I'm pretty sure I have no more readers after this. hehe I have almost nothing to say,cause it's still morning and my mind seems like not working just yet.

But somehow I saw Ka Maya's comment on my cbox. :) Talking about her,she is an awesome very creative scrapper and has a very adorable Baby.You'll never know till you see her work.Long story short,she is now celebrating her 2nd blogannivesary! She have this 'contest' for all of you out there, FOLLOW HER and stand a chance to win $20 Shabby chic vouchers (drools,to bad I can't really scrap) and also...if you can't scrap like myself *heehee* ,stand a chance to win her beautifully handmade book just by giving her a shoutout/comment. Easy right? :) (and too bad I can't comment her cbox or on the picture itself, idk why. sigh.) Well hmm it's okay,so you guys out there,why not try your luck?Pretty prize tuuuuuuuu ;) Note to yourself,18th is the dateline. :)

Congrats to you Ka Maya,Stay awesome and May Allah bless you with happiness on your family,and getting more creative every single day.You have those magic hands,keep it up! Big <3

back on track

2010-07-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

I am back!! <3

2010-05-26T22:34:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone!

Arghhh I'm so lazy tou update,busy too,soo I don't really get the blame right. hihi Anyways,how's everybody doin? So here is just a very quick post,so I won't lose track. :) Retrospectively,a lot had happened and I don't know which one to start. Ahh forget it,sleepy now. Bye.

Gonna keep trying to shove my eyes up sleep’s ass. I am still sleep-deprived and owe my eyes a more-than-8-hours sleep.

Lotsa lav,
jnhabuuu

2010-05-21T18:59:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone,
Happy Sunday too.

Soo...I have some dust on my blog,aren't they? hehe Seriously,I'm tired on what to type hehe. I might privatise my blog,due to lack of care. :)
I'm going to Giant later to watch Giant Idol (Sygg insisted that they already changed it to RTB got talent show and still I insisted to call it Giant Idol cause it was the same talent show as last year. hehe).I unpurposedly watch their rehersal last night,and I could say they are a bunch of good voices.. One of the reason I wanna watch the whole show tonight.

2010-05-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

So yeah. :)
Pretty busy,will back SOON! ;)

2010-05-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

anoyying

2010-05-08T22:14:00.005+08:00

Will make this project on my wall soon.Still collecting pictures.

Hi everyone.

It' Saturday amd I have a very good Saturday despite pain in the ass pms cramp! Annoying and it hurts so bad. I spent almost a day with sygg,cause we had a lot of things to do. :) Thanks sygg for being patient with me who've been acting such an asshole complaining about my stomach ache ;) Love you. <3>We have alot to do,yet whatever it is,we can do it!! *giggles

So here,I wanna write something that annoys me lately,ohh wait...annoyed me from the last few months when I started to realise - 'this must be something' kind of thing.This particular person (shortform-TPP-to prevent be from saying he/she) ,i dislike the way it flows.How can I explain aahh...hmmm,okay TPP is trying to be friend with my friendssssss. Don't ask me how I know it,I just KNOW IT!When I saw the mutual friends,it was like 100+ like.... -__- Okay,I understand that we had some friends in common but,ohh come on,when some of my friends post on your wall (fb) and saying... "Ohh hi,thanks for the add" and TPP did not reply because the reason TPP added my friends is just for the sake of to know about me??? Or if just anything that connected to me or anything.IDK why TPP did this but sure thing it's annoying,really!This is a horrible stalking I tell you. Sometimes if I like this certain pages,you tent to like it too. I mean,it's okay,it's not my right to stop or what,but that piece of shit is fishy. Sorry. But please,the last thing I knew is...I know you did it on purpose!And you might think I don't know but did that with OBVIOUS. dammit!If I see again,just again,I'll be pissed! Thanks and regards.

Thas all for now.
Stay health,eat well. :)
I <3>

:)

2010-05-05T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hi,hope you guys still don't get bored with all my lousy posts.

Shall I update with my....nevemind. :) Ups and down and job but for now I'm happy living with it. I'm trying to understand day by days that 'you'll get use to it one day' term,and I think I'm now looking forward to understand more.Alhamdulillah

Sygg and I have been soooo alert and hyper about 'something' which is better remain unsaid so, I'll just keep you guys wondering till the time comes (which is maybe in July lol) cause if just I do,I'll start mumbling about it nonstop and imagining something that BEYOND my expectation ; which is bad.Okay I'm pretty sure you guys don't get it,so just leave this paragraph with a frown,cause I won't be giving any answer or furthur details upon this matter. Apaaaannnn aku ani. haha (see I'm about to get hyper) haha forget it!Just....wish us luck! :p

Anyways...Aku kan kurus ne,motivation pleaseeeee! Just don't be sarcastic. :)

Ohh yea...I actually wanna talk about this particular person who is being soo annoying,sanak ku,banar tah! Anyways...next post shall we?Boring ni journal ani if I continue writing. blufff.

Have a good day ahead!Eat well,stay healthy and jangan lupa diri :) (apaaan jnhhhh???? hahaha)see I'm hyper already!means,I 'm thinking about the 'paragraph 3) haha

Hi May

2010-05-01T21:09:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone.

With too much of things running on between these days, those things have been keeping me away from blogging.How's everyone doing? I'm really tired,tired of everything..Ohh well,ahh forget it.

Know what,I miss April.Know why?cause a lot of awesome things happened.Everything went so well,so smooth,so exciting! I was probably wrong in certain episodes but still I managed to get back on my feet and continue picking some leftover happiness. I don't wanna say goodbye to April,so soon..but it's May already and April is going to be another memory to remember.I'm saying hello to May and guess what,the first day of it,it sucks. It's about work. Ahhh,malas laa nak cakap pasal ni.

What I'm trying to say here is...I think I have a productive April this year 2010.Idk why but feels like the best April ever!If I listed here,emmm nevermind. hehe Ohh yea,this month too(April),I met a lot type of people from a person who is very down to beneath earth type - to the most selfish and unfair person on earth. I learn a lot of things about it.I'm starting to adapt a very very new environment by the early April and still in progress now (Working) and looking through the world that I thought it was the easiest thing on earth,well its not!I learn to talk more and well manage my langguage (though I think I'm influence with English+chinese accent/slang from my collegue lol) So...April has been soo nice to me,thus I miss it.

Okay it's kinda a long post,I won't make you guys get bored with this and just skip whatever is interesting' So yeahh. :)

Have a nice weekend everyone! :)
Iloveyou syggggg. ;)

yayai and mas

2010-04-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

I just feel want to blog this pictures ;)
Took this after Tan's surprise birthday,we were just stopping by there and took some random.

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2010-04-30T19:54:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/jannahHmz

lalala

2010-04-28T22:03:00.005+08:00

This quote refers especially to those who likes to yellatme. Thank you :)

Hi everyone. :)

Work has been so...harsh. I don't know till when I can survive.But i will try,just try. I don't want to say about work,this journal ain't need that. *kick ass!

Anywayssss....I should be writing something productive,like love,social updates,life and all...but my brain is just too tired to make up words. letihhh. Okay,shall I have tomorrow? I'm sorry to those who has been requesting some topics to be talk on my journal,you guys are sooo sweetheart,but I hope y'all understand,I will get back those topics aight.

I think I'm stress,so...I need to write someting. becaelaru fikiran I... :) -

I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love, and get back up. I’ll stand on the highest mountaintop and go into the deepest caverns. I’ll roam across the world, visit the moon and swim in outer space. I’ll let my imagination run wild and let my spirit soar. Why? Because when my life flashes before my eyes in those final moments, I want to have something worthwhile to watch, with plenty of love and laughter, good times and bad. I don’t want to regret a thing and I plan not to. Remember, it’s not usually the things you do that you regret, it’s the things you don’t do and leave unsaid. Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot. One shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments.

Fuhhh...I think I write this due to...I'm gonna make something 'big' in the future and I'm...nervous. Know what people...Don't lose hope,tho it's hurt,just make it a little bit more better.

Okay,goodnight. :)
Sygg,i love you so much handsomeeee,I want you to know that! ;)

2010-04-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I forgot to smile and laugh,cause life has been soooo...unfair sometimes. I don't blame life,ofcourse.It's the people. Sometimes we need to stand out for something that we think we should. Why I'm talking all this,is better for me and my friends to keep. I'm emotionally pissed but I'm trying to figure out some ways to produce a better outcome.

update

2010-04-25T21:41:00.004+08:00

Salam !

I am uberrrr lazy few days back 'cause I didn't feel like updating.. Indeed,I'm pretty busy almost everyday... but here I am, and I'll be updating you with what's up and what not, what's going around me and how I am feeling and all. lol. do people actually care? :P

I work 6 days a week,well just make 5 since every saturday is halfday :) And I'll be back home by 6pm. Shower and all,and ofcouse watch some DVD. Sometimes I go out with sygg. To be honest,I am a type who you can call... walkaholic (sortaa). Cause often,no matter how tired I am,and how exausted I am,I still go out.I still manage to go somewhere,I still have to strength to do something,which me myself feel weird about it.Mom use to call me 'Menteri',inda pandai berabi. LOL I know my body is tired and I know my brain is exausted,yet I still can do something lifty. But yeahhh... I am a superstrongweakwomen. Apaaan haha

My birthday passed and everyone had been so awesome,Thanks again. :)

Okay...actually...I want to 'disable' my birthday date on my facebook,cause you know why?I really want to know who REALLY remember it.But,since broadband is not with me,I fail to do so.I've tried to do it by phone,but nothing I could work about it. Haiyahh But don't worry,I'm not that mean,I'll see next year :p Thanks to those who texted me,though some are annoynmous or I just don't get some of you guys number.

Today is sunday,and I could guarantee that I made good use 90% of it ; cleaning,laundry,room service,vaccum,dust-less operation ,chores,DVD,sleep and...with sygg. :) Bad thing,it's sunday,and tomoorow is Monday,6 days to got till I reach another good Sunday. Sighh.

Bah,kan tidur ku ehh. Night.
Love,Jnh.
Btw,sygggg...i love you. Will be seeing you tomorrow.
And stalkers,I hate you :)

Happy 20 th Birthdayyyyyyyyy

2010-04-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

22.04.2010,Thursday.

Hi everyone!
Wasssup. Erghh,my journal stinks again,right? I know.
ohh wells!

Anyhoooooooooooo,lets get started. Someone is going to make a speech :p

Happy Birthday to JNHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!this fat girl is 20 years old babehhhh!Another year living,and Alhamdullillah,syuukur kepada Allah kerana memanjangkan umur.Thanks for everyone who came,involved in the surprise! Sweetss to the beautiful ladiesss, Big love to the mastermind ABUUUUU HENGGSEMM,without a hint and fishy smells. ohh my. hehe I nearly fainted. fuhhh. Pandai lahh you ;)

Thanks to each and everyone of you who had greeted and all those beautiful wishes. Amin Amin to all those pray. Your prays are the best present. :) But still thanks for the gorgous presents babies Hayley,Nanc,Pajil,Maskapp,Tan,Yayai and everyone. :) To those who could not make,it's all okay. I'm still glad that you all remember. *wipe tears
Long story short,it was a huge surprise,really. I AM SUPPOSED TO GO TO MANGROVEEE RESTAURANT! hahaha Really thanks once again.

Sygg i love you!You are my satu-satunya. Thanks for everything love...

Lots of love,
Jnh. :) xo

What do you think about you life now?

2010-04-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

It's getting okay and better. :)

underthestars

Quick update!

Coming back,for good. :p

News? :p

If you broke up with your boyfriend,your boyfriend dump you,the first reaction?

Vanilla or chocolate??

What can make your day?

Do you think about Tasya Shahidah? hhaha

Thanks

Ramadhan comes.

Ramadhan.

real udpate.

sorry late update :)

a little thought.

Shout out instead hehe

back on track

anoyying

:)

Hi May

yayai and mas

formspring.me

lalala

update

Happy 20 th Birthdayyyyyyyyy

What do you think about you life now?

:)

What do you always like to have for breakfast?

how long have you been with Haji Abu? :)

Do you love April? How do you feel about it when it reach April? ;)

you can't wait...for?

nnn

cha

do you love your boyfirend?

formspring.me

hhhey

say something what you love.

do you want to receive a flower? when is the suitable time?

can u identify True love from ur own opinion? and do u believe in soulmate?

coffee or tea? with sugar or milk?

What kind of by relationship between a boy+girl that you hate the most. You know like TTM or BFF or anything. -fez

haduii

sarcastic answer

Interview

Name one of your idol.

bad

How are you today?

you

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Say anything random about youself? what is your favourite colour?

What do you like to wear??

Hey

bad and good

diet.

I'm really sorry.

syyg

especially for huda

V. day! :)

One of the best part of my life

another page

tru.

inspiration.

RTB &Consumer fair

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crap cover

♥I guess...umm I guess there is no longer my name on that guitar...

ohh my

DSLRs

:)

i need to blog!

:)

:)

mwahhs

ask

pfffft

:)

chis.

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